Friday, February 27, 2009

An encouraging word

2 Chronicles 16:9(a)

For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to give strong support to those whose heart is blameless toward him.

Although I find this verse very encouraging, I also find it very admonishing to repent of the fact that so often my heart turns away from God and desires other things over God.

Perhaps I can write more this weekend of the things the Lord has been revealing to me this past week.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Oh Praise Him!


I love days like today.

The church plant I have been attending had the constituting service this Sunday, and is now an official church! Praise the Lord!!!

After the service and a wonderful, wonderful sermon by Pastor Waldron, we, as a new church body, along with the pastors and members of the planting church partook in the Lord's supper. It was by far the most beautiful service I have been a part of.

I'm at a loss for words right now, but I just praise the Lord that in His amazing providence He saw fit to answer my prayers and to bless me to be a part of such a wonderful church family.

I have prayed for a church like this for 3 years.

Psalm 17:6

I call on you, O God, for you will answer me;
give ear to me and hear my prayer.



So, I don't really know why I chose to post these photos. Other than, I long to just to continue to be in the presence of the Lord. No distractions, no obligations, just me and my Lord. In warmer weather, I escape to my favorite local place to lay in my hammock, pray, read my bible, hike or sit on the rocks and watch the sunset. These pictures are from Garden of the Gods in Southern Illinois - just my own little place to be with the Lord.


I can't wait until the warmer weather is here to stay so I can start making these little trips again for myself.

I rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

Friday, February 13, 2009

A Sweet Song to Soothe Your Ears

Just in time for Valentine's Day....


Check out the new love song by Matthew West. It is a free dowload for the next week only!! Oh! It's such a sweet song!!!

I pray you have a wonderfully blessed Valentine's Day!!!

Grace, Peace and Chocolate Kisses! :-P

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day!!

I don't understand why Cupid was chosen to represent Valentine's Day.
When I think about romance, the last thing on my mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at me
with a weapon.
~Author Unknown

So a dear friend and I went out for a ladies night on the town. Invariably, we ended up scouring the shelves of Barnes & Noble. One of my favorite places. As we looked at books, read our way through the children's section and chatted the whole time, our aimless wandering through aisles and aisles of books found us amidst the "relationships" aisle.

Valentine's Day just has a way of making everyone aware of love, or their lack thereof.

Don't fret, I'm not about to launch into a bitter monologue about being single at Valentine's Day. It used to bother me, but the Lord has brought me a long way!! I love Valentine's Day and use it to show those around me just how much they mean to me. I have planned a wonderfully perfect day with my Valentine 'O 2009 - my mom. And I think, we might possibly have the girls with us, so it is going to be a wonderful day for sure!!

Okay, back to B&N and my friend Bonnie. The one thing I do, and do well, is joke around! We started pulling out titles that might "help" me in my current un-attached state. As we laughed so hard and surely caused a ruckus right there in the store, I knew I had to pull out my trusty Olympus and photograph these things. Mostly making fun of the titles and how they 'could' apply to me.

Widening the field.


Doesn't this seem a bit stalkerish? Maybe. Just a bit??
Is there an accompanying title on how to handle receiving restraining orders too??


Oh! Please Lord! Spare me! It can't EVER come to this!
Is there perhaps a courtship for dummies??? Nah!!!


Uhm...yeah...still have 6 years to go before needing this one.


Only if it contains 90 different daily cupcake recipes!!


Surely I'm not a case for Dr. Phil....not yet anyway.... : P

Hahahha!! So after pulling so many books from the shelves on the 'ole subject of love - which one was my new purchase???????.......



A treat to myself - The Magician's Nephew by C.S. Lewis. My brain will need a breather in between studying the nervous system and the creation of ATP.

Yeah, so please know that all of this is just for fun! I'm not a bitter 29-year-old pining away for something I don't have. The one thing that the Lord has taught me in these past few years is to live life in Him!! And OH!! What an adventure it has been! I wouldn't change it for the world!!

Leviticus 19:18
" 'Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD.

Deuteronomy 6:5
You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.

Joshua 23:11
Be very careful, therefore, to love the LORD your God.

1 Samuel 18:1
[ David and Jonathan’s Friendship ] As soon as he had finished speaking to Saul, the soul of Jonathan was knit to the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.

Psalm 63:3
Because your steadfast love is better than life,my lips will praise you.

Song of Solomon 8:4
I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem, that you not stir up or awaken loveuntil it pleases.

John 13:35
By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."

John 3:16

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life."

I pray you have a wonderfully fantastic Valentine's Day - and don't forget the One who loves you with such an amazing love! The One who saw fit to knit you together in your mother's womb and romances us daily with a sunrise and sunset, squirrels that frolick, birds that chirp glory to their creator, children that adore wrapping their arms around your neck, butterflies that just melt with a warm summer breeze, rolling waves upon the shore and the sweet, sweet sound of a baby's laughter!

I pray you feel the loving embrace of your creator!

Grace, Peace and Love : )

Sunday, February 8, 2009

ARGH! God Help Us All!


So, I just read a news article about an 18-yr-old female who went in for an abortion and delivered her baby girl at 23 weeks before the doctor arrived to perform the abortion. According to the article, the nurse that delivered the baby cut the umbilical cord then placed the infant in a biohazard garbage bag and threw the baby away.

Aside from being utterly sickened by the story itself, I read the following paragraph by what I assume to be an abortion supporter according to the article:
“It really disturbed me,” said Joanne Sterner, president of the Broward County chapter of the National Organization for Women, after reviewing the administrative complaint against Renelique. “I know that there are clinics out there like this. And I hope that we can keep (women) from going to these types of clinics.”

"These types of clinics"??????????? As opposed to the other types of clinics that kill babies the right way?

God help us all indeed.

Here is the full story.

TAMPA, Florida — Eighteen and pregnant, Sycloria Williams went to an abortion clinic outside Miami and paid $1,200 for Dr. Pierre Jean-Jacque Renelique to terminate her 23-week pregnancy.

Three days later, she sat in a reclining chair, medicated to dilate her cervix and otherwise get her ready for the procedure.

Only Renelique didn’t arrive in time. According to Williams and the Florida Department of Health, she went into labor and delivered a live baby girl.

What Williams and the Health Department say happened next has shocked people on both sides of the abortion debate: One of the clinic’s owners, who has no medical license, cut the infant’s umbilical cord. Williams says the woman placed the baby in a plastic biohazard bag and threw it out.

Police recovered the decomposing remains in a cardboard box a week later after getting anonymous tips.

“I don’t care what your politics are, what your morals are, this should not be happening in our community,” said Tom Pennekamp, a Miami attorney representing Williams in her lawsuit against Renelique and the clinic owners.

The state Board of Medicine is to hear Renelique’s case in Tampa on Friday and determine whether to strip his license. The state attorney’s homicide division is investigating, though no charges have been filed. Terry Chavez, a spokeswoman with the Miami-Dade County State Attorney’s Office, said this week that prosecutors were nearing a decision.

Renelique’s attorney, Joseph Harrison, called the allegations at best “misguided and incomplete” in an e-mail to The Associated Press. He didn’t provide details.

The case has riled the anti-abortion community, which contends the clinic’s actions constitute murder.

“The baby was just treated as a piece of garbage,” said Tom Brejcha, president of The Thomas More Society, a law firm that is also representing Williams. “People all over the country are just aghast.”

Even those who support abortion rights are concerned about the allegations.

“It really disturbed me,” said Joanne Sterner, president of the Broward County chapter of the National Organization for Women, after reviewing the administrative complaint against Renelique. “I know that there are clinics out there like this. And I hope that we can keep (women) from going to these types of clinics.”

According to state records, Renelique received his medical training at the State University of Haiti. In 1991, he completed a four-year residency in obstetrics and gynecology at Interfaith Medical Center in New York.

New York records show that Renelique has made at least five medical malpractice payments in the past decade, the circumstances of which were not detailed in the filings.

Several attempts to reach Renelique were unsuccessful. Some of his office numbers were disconnected, no home number could be found and he did not return messages left with his attorney.

Williams struggled with the decision to have an abortion, Pennekamp said. She declined an interview request made through him.

She concluded she didn’t have the resources or maturity to raise a child, he said, and went to the Miramar Women’s Center on July 17, 2006. Sonograms indicated she was 23 weeks pregnant, according to the Department of Health. She met Renelique at a second clinic two days later.

Renelique gave Williams laminaria, a drug that dilates the cervix, and prescribed three other medications, according to the administrative complaint filed by the Health Department. She was told to go to yet another clinic, A Gyn Diagnostic Center in Hialeah, where the procedure would be performed the next day, on July 20, 2006.

Williams arrived in the morning and was given more medication.

The Department of Health account continues as follows: Just before noon she began to feel ill. The clinic contacted Renelique. Two hours later, he still hadn’t shown up. Williams went into labor and delivered the baby.

“She came face to face with a human being,” Pennekamp said. “And that changed everything.”

The complaint says one of the clinic owners, Belkis Gonzalez came in and cut the umbilical cord with scissors, then placed the baby in a plastic bag, and the bag in a trash can.

Williams’ lawsuit offers a cruder account: She says Gonzalez knocked the baby off the recliner chair where she had given birth, onto the floor. The baby’s umbilical cord was not clamped, allowing her to bleed out. Gonzalez scooped the baby, placenta and afterbirth into a red plastic biohazard bag and threw it out.

No working telephone number could be found for Gonzalez, and an attorney who has represented the clinic in the past did not return a message.

At 23 weeks, an otherwise healthy fetus would have a slim but legitimate chance of survival. Quadruplets born at 23 weeks last year at The Nebraska Medical Center survived.

An autopsy determined Williams’ baby — she named her Shanice — had filled her lungs with air, meaning she had been born alive, according to the Department of Health. The cause of death was listed as extreme prematurity.

The Department of Health believes Renelique committed malpractice by failing to ensure that licensed personnel would be present when Williams was there, among other missteps.

The department wants the Board of Medicine, a separate agency, to permanently revoke Renelique’s license, among other penalties. His license is currently restricted, permitting him to only perform abortions when another licensed physician is present and can review his medical records.

Should prosecutors file murder charges, they’d have to prove the baby was born alive, said Robert Batey, a professor of criminal law at Stetson University College of Law in Gulfport. The defense might contend that the child would have died anyway, but most courts would not allow that argument, he said.

“Hastening the death of an individual who is terminally ill is still considered causing the death of that individual,” Batey said. “And I think a court would rule similarly in this type of case.

links to this story http://www.jillstanek.com/archives/2009/02/breaking_news_d_2.html

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,488644,00.html , http://www.buffalonews.com/260/story/570428.html ,

Ice Storm 2009..or as some have deemed it "The White Tornado"




It is hardly a secret just how much I truly LOVE snow! I always look forward to winter and the anticipation of snow. And if it doesn't come to me, I usually find a way to go to it in various destinations north of here.

I have been praying that the Lord would bless us (or me anway) with some snow. I wasn't however too keen on receiving nearly three inches of ice with the snow. But, on January 27th, a mere three days after my birthday, the ice fell. It fell all day long. And then the snow made it's debut amid the snapping and falling of tree limbs. I won't relive the full evening because I was not able to go to sleep until about 5 a.m. because the huge maple tree in my backyard that hangs over the house was losing the uppermost layer at a fast rate. Everytime I heard a loud pop - I just prayed and prayed quickly that it wouldn't hit the house, and then listen intently to hear where it would fall. Four limbs hit the house, one was so big and so loud that Madison jumped up and was so scared I had to just put my hands over her ears and repeatedly say "I'm here, it's okay, it's the tree losing limbs" so she could calm down. Both of the girls were with me since they had already called off school for the day.


Tree limbs covering the deck, ponds and littering the field.


Little did I know the full wrath of the storm. I was blessed and only lost power for about 9 hours but my mom and brother and sis-in-law were not so fortunate. Everyone then piled into my house and it was wonderful! I hate living alone, but cope fine, and absolutely love it when I have guests and when my house is full. So, needless to say, I was thrilled to have my family there and to be able to cook for them and do laundry and dishes for someone other than myself.

To avoid a mutiny, and to keep the girls entertained I took them sledding Thursday and Friday. Since Eric and Sara both had to work despite the weather, I got to spend some great quality time with the girls!


So, by Saturday morning, my mom's power came back on and then Sunday the electricity at Eric and Sara's was restored. Which meant one thing. I would be going home to an empty house again. I won't relay to you the depths of my sorrow, but this is where I truly show you how pathetic I am. When I got home, I grabbed my camera and started shooting. I could see evidence all over my house of the past week. Mr. Monkey peeking out from behind the liner to Lauren's coat, the toothpaste spits (as I call it) all over the faucet from little Lauren and her obsession with playing in the bathroom, the smoke detector still hanging open from when I used the oven and further scorched whatever it is on the bottom of the oven, and The Little House on the Prairie's The Long Winter on my nightstand that I began reading to the girls (I felt it was appropriate.) My absolute favorite was the refrigerator. After I left to go to church the girls wrote me letters thanking me for letting me stay there and that they had so much fun and they posted them all over my fridge. Lauren's note that said I was "prede" (pretty.) was an extra special touch. Oh! It just melts my heart!! I don't want to forget any of the fun we had and the memories we made.





Daisy Lou warped into recovery mode pretty quickly by going to bed early Sunday night.


I hated to see them go, but I know it couldn't have been easy on everyone being removed from their homes and operating out of a suitcase and a small house. But I'm so thankful for my family and so thankful for being snowed in with them.

Another positive note is my poor tree in the back. I have been so worried about it these past few years and really wanting to have it thinned out - it has grown to be so huge. The Lord thinned it out for me in just one ice storm! : ) I lost nearly half the tree and almost the whole top of it. I look forward to some good bonfires soon!

Search Me, O God, And Know My Heart

Thanks to some caffeine and a really achy back, I find that I cannot fall asleep yet, so what better time than now to update this thing : )


I have recently discovered the joys of Reformation Heritage Books (I love to read and I absolutely love books!!) So I ordered a new one titled "The Christian Lover" by Michael Haykin. Don't worry, it only sounds scandelous but it is a collection of love letters between husbands and wives from such Christian forefathers as Calvin, Luther, and a few others. I've read just a bit of it but loaned it to some friends who I know would enjoy it. (I am eyeball deep in studying Anatomy & Physiology and knew I needed to remove any literary temptations right now : ) I will treat myself to reading it after my next exam.)

Anyway, the reason I brought this up was because with my order came the RHB newsletter. The cover featured an article titled, "The 'Humble' Side of Sin" and had some good stuff in it:

"For both the skeptic and the Christian, the neglect of the indwelling evil stems from the same source: the very sin overlooked. one of Satan's strageties is to draw our attention to evils outside of us so that sin can have its grand work unhindered where it does the most damage. Sin is like a mastermind that gets its job done without attracting attention to itself. It is most successful when attention is not on itself. Sin could almost be considered humble, were it not for its corrupting abuse of virtue."

"We must not be satisfied with pointing out the evils around us. We must also do the hard work of crying out with the Psalmist, "Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting." Psalm 139:23-24.

I think all too often, and I know in my own life, it is so easy to see the evil and sin that surrounds us whether in the workplace, our family, TV, or society in general, and dismiss or completely overlook our own sin.

This was made very evident in just the past few days when a situation arose that presented a lot of temptation to take my focus off the Lord and on someone else. When talking to a friend I pointed out that I saw the timing in this situation and the red flags were going up that it would not be a good thing - but was nothing more than Satan attempting to play into to a fear of mine. I said, oh so arrogantly, "I scoff in the face of Satan!"

How dare I!?!?!??! How dare I be so arrogant as to think I have one-up on Satan and am totally immune to sin. And now, before I knew it, I found myself in the very position I didn't want to be in, and praying for wisdom on how to undo the situation, while also repenting of the horrible arrogance that plagues me on so many levels.

"Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting." Psalm 139:23-24.

I am so unbelievably thankful that the Lord continues to teach me, show me my sin and move me to repentance.

Lead me Lord, in the way everlasting.

This post leads me to my next possible book purchase: The Doctrine of Human Depravity by Arthur Pink. It looks like a good one.

Grace and Peace.